Ever feel like no matter what you do, you just cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Or, around the bend is an old woman with a cast-iron pan waiting to smack you?
Or, that the bogeyman is really under your bed?
I am a pessimist for the most part. The glass is half-empty and not half-full. If something does not go right, I tend to panic. If I forget something, I about lose control. That is me, and somehow, someway, my husband still loves me. Not sure why yet, But, I figure after 12 years of chaos, he must be in it for the long haul. For which I am glad.
I need to step up my game, and I have begun to do that. I am doing a review for this devotional. Excited about it, and I think it is very doable. It is called Putting on the Spirit by Katie Hornor. It is coming out soon in December. So, I won’t go into too much more detail. Hate to give away the review already. But, it is good. I have enjoyed it immensely. It is helping me with my spiritual life.
I am just not feeling things. But, I do know that God is still on the throne. He is still in charge. He is still calling the shots. He is still in the process of saving souls. I know how the book ends. So even when I am not feeling it, I still feel his arms around me.
That is all I need.